#Idiot

Are they laughing at me? Whys that person looking? Walk past a single person on the street and im the most awkward person ever. Procrastinate about calling a fucking taxi. Hype myself for 20 mins to book an appointment.…

I ruined my Life, i had so much going for me, i dropped out of school because my idiot 17 year old self thought trading was a good career and i would "make it", grandparents passed away i got $45k, lost $10k of that trading then i quit trading at 18 and…