my traumatic upbrining keep showing up when im liking someone hi, i come from a house where my parents are uneducated and a house full of problems between its members, parents need to get a divore, siblings are toxic always fighting and so unconsiderate, basically i didnt have the healthiest upbringing and emotional abuse (rarely physical or maybe offensive light phisical abuse as an adult) (litterly physically abused for making mistakes as a child) and all this shows up when im liking someone, if that person comes from a comfortable, educated family with a healthy upbringing it makes me feel slightly inferior, i fear to be judged cuz of my family and upbringing, i fear to not be accepted and i start sabotaging myself thinking the other person is better than me and it makes me sad cuz why it feels illegal to me to be the girlfriend of a healthy man just bc of something i cant and couldnt control, something i didnt chose, this makes me take distance from that person and avoid building any connections with…