M37 with $100k in taxable investment account and $50k in employer pension plan.

What's there to say? I don't know.

But I get super depressed thinking that I will most likely never be able to FIRE.

My FIRE number is $3M. Long shot. Realllly long shot.

Why do I even keep working? I cannot enjoy my current life cuz the thought of being unable to FIRE and spend my entire youth and adult life in financial scarcity takes away my zest for life.

"Leading the life of quiet desperation" so to speak. Not seeking any advice, but just wanted to rant I guess.

Occasionaly I stumble on this sub out of curiosity and posts of people FIREing in their 30s just kills me.

I'm happy for them but I realize my life just sucks, financially, and more importantly I don't have any hope of actually RE with FI.. and I don't see the point of FI when I'm 60.