Not a single good thing in life I was already born with a bad hand in life. I’m fucking ugly, have dark skin and am one of the most hated race (I don’t hate my race or my skin color, I just hate the racism). My parents suck and ruined my already horrible life. And my body hates me but doesn’t give me anything severe enough so I can die peacefully. My face is ugly, my body is ugly. And now I’m mentally ill. I used to be good/decent at school. But now I can’t even bring myself to go to school. I’m only disappointing everyone. I have relapsed in two different struggles that I have. I have no friends and no one to talk to in general. Except for my therapist but I don’t even talk to him because I don’t like the idea of paying to talk to someone. And I am absolutely good at nothing. No talents. Nothing. Maybe it’s all my fault and I should stop complaining and do something about it but I’m at the point in life where I just want to give up and die. I’ve already tried but it didn’t work.…