Sometimes I feel like my real life is paused.

I’m living abroad, working, paying bills, doing everything “right” but mentally I’m still stuck in this loop: should I stay here or go back home someday?

Because of that I dont commit fully here, but I also cant move back rn.

Add family pressure + job stress + visa stress and it feels exhausting.

Even at work I replay conversations after meetings wondering if I sounded dumb or weird.

Just wondering if this is common or if I’m losing it lol