Had a breakdown after not being able to afford my Abilify for two weeks. I was 10 minutes away from not making it. I’m 6 weeks post op now on my arm. I’m doing well and am grateful to still be here. I’m in physical therapy learning how to use my hand again, along with seeing a psychologist monthly. I can’t really afford therapy too yet, I quit my job with insurance before I injured myself. But that job was really hurting my soul. Honestly, the world is hard, especially for a trans person, but I’m finding happiness in every day now. I started a new job, which I really love to go into, I have fun instead of dreading it. I’ve had a great support system behind me. I regretted it immediately, especially while sitting in inpatient for 4 days after my surgery. Just needed to say this aloud.