I’ve never had so many post it notes or tabs open in my life, and sometimes I really care, but often I don’t, and yet I know I am obligated to plan every last minute detail. And I hit a point where I just am at decision fatigue with every single thing?!? My fiance is great but he (and others who love and support us) want direction and they’re looking to me to give it. So at this point “how can I help” has become its own task. I feel like I’m having some real self-reckoning issues with what it means to be a woman because of this experience. I’m feeling like I’m failing this so bad. My to-do lists are literally never ending and there are so many decisions that have to be made (which apparently I am supposed to make as the bride) and then each of those decisions has like 100 options available and I am supposed to decide between all of those which is the best…?…