autumn 09 I had sex for money it’s a thing I used to do but what’s unusual here was the booking that came in a man whose name and face I don’t recall ordered something called a lesbian show I was on duty with anastacia a wonderful person who in her tracksuits and with her coarse tongue was all the things I wished I was well anyway, we did the show and I lost sight of the man completely all I felt was anastacia what am I trying to say I guess I feel like now and then in times of hardship there can still be pockets of affection I left the brothel when I got my first writing grant I could hardly wrap my head around the hundred grand in my account I’d spent so long in government offices begging for such basic things and suddenly the money was just there no questions asked * there’s a website where escorts’ clients can review what they call their goddesses I got largely positive write-ups beautiful and seems very innocent it said although one minor niggle my pussy could be tighter you didn’t quite feel like you…