I’m so confused all the time. I have a handful of good friends. I have pretty big group of fake asses and two faced pricks but I have a couple of people who I think actually like me.

But for some reason it’s not enough. I want something romantic but I don’t even know what that looks like realistically. I haven’t had a crush in so long. I don’t think anyone has ever loved me romantically and I don’t think anyone ever will.

I’m just so confused. I’m 17. I know logically I have plenty of time but at the same time I know I won’t change.