M 22 , been struggling with life for a while and also found out that I am mentally ill I have seen many people, classmates asking me am i mentally exhausted or what ?? Answer is yes , i thinky life decision was not mine and I am facing consequences of those decisions , apart from this I'm in depression from last 3-4 years Parents think i am all ok , but deep down i lost everything my friends, my girlfriend , my academic, my career, my fitness, now i have left with zero motivation, it's been 7 months being completed isolated, recieved zero calls from people i know except parents, life is feeling like hell now , and I am thinking to end up soon but that not me I can't do that , i feel a complete hollow in my chest and heavy in my head , stress and anxiety are eating me up , even when I go out people and classmates stares at me like there's something really off in him yet nobody asks me out , make fun instead .…