I'm constantly hobby hopping. Constantly jumping from one thing to the next and getting super obsessed before burning out and flipping to another next thing after the last thing becomes completely and entirely uninteresting to me. What's worse is I'm a lifelong artist. I draw, write, paint, play damn near every instrument under the sun, produce music digitally, you name it I do it. But how am I supposed to make anything good when I can't focus my efforts or interest without feeling like I'm pulling teeth? I enjoy fantasizing about having created something more than I do actually creating it. All my life I've dreamt of creating something great and finding success by bringing a piece of my inner world to life. But it just feels so far away and futile when I can't even commit and stay consistent with a means of creation, much less get good enough at one to become successful, prolific, or even just personally satisfied.…