I recently come back playing brawl stars after three years no playing. When I got to about 500 trophies on my character, the game became more difficult and it was like I was no longer playing with bots in Showdown. And because of this, I get uncomfortable because players now spam me with clown emoji and thumbs-down emoji and it kinda hurts and I don't have a confidence when playing. and also I don’t really like playing in a team because if we lose, I will feel that it’s because of me.

I feel like I'm weenie and probably will have a mental breakdown if I played something more serious like dota2 with its voice chat but I'm definitely not doing that. So yeah I wonder if I'm not the only one who doesn't play multiplayer/competive games