I have mixed feelings about it. I feel kinda bad because I don't even feel sad anymore when I read someone's lasts words, because I have been so deep into depression for so long that I learnt to find comfort in the idea of suicide.

The bad side of it is reading the "why" people choose to do it, as I still feel empathy for others, despite being a shell of a person in all other aspects.

Lastly, it feels comforting in a morbid way that I am not alone when I visit that subreddit.