firstly, I can cancel the ticket for $250 secondly, I have 2500 USD/mo income which will require me to work from 8pm to 12am IST thirdly, I’m Indian and speak the language and also have family in Punjab my problem: I’ve never actually travelled before for 3 months. last time I went to India I only had 60k rupees to spend for a month and I felt broke as fuck even in India. I pretty much stayed in the same hostel in a private room and just walked around and didn’t really do much. I mean I still had fun and made friends. Well one friend. This time I have 4x the money. 240,000 rupees/mo but idk. When I imagine my travel now I imagine like staying in hostel shared rooms in random places to save expenses so I can spend more on exploring and food. but Idk. Idk anything. This is the first time I’ve had this much money and the time to spend it too. Idk wtf to do. this is my first trip ever. in my head I’m like ive Had this dream since 18 and what if I find out it sucks to travel then wtf imma do.…