Am I really just ungrateful or is there actually something wrong in my head? Sorry if this gets very rambly and for the bad grammar- my thoughts are all over the place. I dropped out of college because my mental health was tanking. Wont go into details but I got grounded (no internet, no going out) for 2 months that was a year ago. My brother says I need humbling and that I'm ungrateful. I cried to them about how I feel and then my brother says "the world doesnt revolve around you.", I mean okay I know??? He's the man of the house so who the fuck am I to go against it. I was 20 at the time and it was ridiculous I got grounded but okay I guess, I accept the consequences. Im supposed to go back to college this year but I honestly fucked up and missed the enrollment, cause I neglected getting my grades a bit. Im getting so much bad anxiety if I say this to my family that honestly I prefer to end myself before they find out.…