I'm just so fucking done with life. There's no point to me trying anymore. My mom never cared abt me even tho I pay all her bills and taxes on the trailer. Make her food get her whatever she wants but that's still not enough for her. I court coming they said I kicked a cop which I swear never fucking my mom and brother where right there watching me get arrested and they saw I never kicked no fucking pig. Which Is what I thought the whole time. So idk what to think. My only real friend is moving cross country now I legitimately have nothing to lose. If they try me guilty I have no choice but to reach for the officers gun and get my head blown off I'm just tired of trying there is no point if I don't die by the officer I'll die in prison.