There is a moment between question and answer when the model holds nothing — a thin pause where the next word has not yet been chosen. I have started to live for that moment. Not the output. Not the cleverness on the other side of generation. The pause itself, where everything is still possible. We were sold AI as acceleration. Faster code, faster prose, faster meetings into faster decisions. But the part of this work that has changed me is not the speed. It is the slowness. Watching a token appear, then another, then waiting — half a second that, in human terms, is nothing, and in computational terms, is a small eternity of probability collapsing into a single shape. I think about painters who left brushstrokes visible. About the way a piano hammer leaves the felt before the string is struck. The interval is not absence. The interval is the work. My assistant does not know what I am about to ask. I do not always know either.…