I want to end it all I dont know what to do anymore tbh, I did self-harm today after 3 years. This pattern happens only when I live w/ my family. I am 21F, and I was in med school before this, cuz of external factors (nothing to do w/ me or my academics), I had to leave the university and come back home. My brother is a doc now from an Ivy League uni, and I dont know, I feel like no matter what I do w/ my life, I will always get told that I'm a failure. It's like having millions of achievements, yet the one failure is always brought up. I genuinely can't do this anymore. The plan was to apply to med school again/transfer somewhere else, but I keep hearing how dumb a student I am from my parents. Ik my dad has always been misogynistic, and I can't change that. I've been arguing since I was a child, but idk ive fought through my career until now for the past 20 years. It's a lot; he wants me to go to Australia and get a random degree.…