For the past few weeks now, I’ve been dealing with anxiety that’s a lot higher than it normally is. I am recovering from a gambling addiction, clean since 4/18/2026. I feel so much guilt and remorse, nobody in my family truly knows.

I make enough money to keep myself afloat, and I’m moving out on my own next week. Work has been tough, and almost had a panic attack just now.

I’m so stressed, sad, anxious, and everything in between. Im frustrated that it took me this long to come to my senses after dealing with the addiction for a few years.

Im just..done. Thank you for reading my small vent, I just hope it gets better sooner than later