I don't know what to do(F19) It's been months since im feeling this way and it's getting worse.I don't have any interest for anything even for basic things,i don't want to to eat or drink water i do daily basic things just for the sake of it.I don't leave the house anymore and i barely take care of myself.I don't know if it's depression or not but i feel like there is a heavy weight on my mind and chest.I'm thinking about dropping out because im studying a degree i hate,i want to go abroad and study ( im not from US or EU) but i don't have money i don't have anything and it's killing me that i'm 19 and can't do anything.There is literally no one that can support me.I have a boyfriend but lately our relationship is a little off like,idk it's not going great.He's a great guy but he doesn't really understand me :( He called me irresponsible last time.But i don't feel like doing anthing anymore i stopped going to uni and just in general doing anything.i don't have that much friends too,my only close friend is…