I’m scared I’m wasting my life I went to the doctor again today… physically, everything is fine. And somehow that’s kind of crazy, isn’t it? What your body or really your mind can put you through. I’ve had these hypochondriac tendencies for as long as I can remember, but lately it’s been worse than ever. I keep thinking, “This is it, something’s seriously wrong,” and then in the end everything turns out to be fine again. It feels like I have every illness imaginable, and at the same time none at all. I’m still young, my life is just getting started, and I’m scared I’m wasting it because of this. At the same time, I’m afraid that one day something actually will be seriously wrong. Do you know what I mean? I just want to live carefree while I can. Especially now, while I’m healthy. I want to enjoy life, but my mind just won’t let me. For those of you who’ve been dealing with this for a while or whose panic started early: how did you handle it? How do you live with it? I don’t want to give up.…