Kimberly Van Der Beek , wife of the late actor James Van Der Beek , has shared a poignant update three months after his death from bowel cancer , revealing that "reality is settling in" as she navigates her grief. Writing on Instagram to her 544,000 followers on Tuesday, Mrs Van Der Beek described the "outpouring of support" as "tremendous." Sharing photographs of her husband with their children , she wrote: "Yesterday was three months since we lost @vanderjames. To say I’m heartbroken is a severe understatement. Words just don’t capture what grief is. The comforts of shock have worn off. The reality is settling in… and I miss him. We all miss him. Yet, there is a different kind of magic in the air. I feel him. I know him more deeply. My conscious connection to God has deepened. The veils of the universe have thinned.…