Why am I so mad all the time? I’m always so frustrated and angry about everything. I feel like I can’t do anything without getting upset. I can’t be in a loud room without getting so overwhelmed I want to tear my head off, I hate being around my younger sibling because they’re so fucking annoying and self-centered, I hate when people ask me questions and immediately go on edge because i feel like it’s a trick or they want me to say something wrong. I get sick of my friends when they’re being upset AND being cheerful. I want to tell strangers on the internet to shut up and stop being so fucking CONDESCENDING to people they don’t know a single thing about. And then I feel bad for being so angry. I feel really guilty and exhausted trying to police my tone, and I can’t even do that right. My mom gets mad at me for taking a tone anyway when I’m really not trying to. Which ALSO makes me mad because, like, am I not allowed to let any emotion into my voice?! What the fuck is that?!…