They have won the battle completely. I’m a loser, I have completely lost the fight. Their accusations are true. It’s entirely my fault that I got hit by a car accident. The site has banned me forever and no one will read this post. But that makes sense because I’m a loser. I’m a huge burden to everybody. I’ve lost all exams and haven’t shown any signs of improvement. I need to die and disappear completely so that my family doesn’t have to suffer for me.

Now I’m about to cry so hard. I was working way too hard to make barely enough money for survival and haven’t slept for days. I’m about cut my hands and d*** so that I won’t be a nuisance to anyone.

Their accusations are true. They have successfully defeated me and now I couldn’t drink water and pee in peace. I wanted to die from dehydration. I don’t need water anymore. Because I don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve to live.