I’m 26 and I have fallen out of love with the gym. As I write this I just got done eating another meal without even going to the gym. I don’t feel like I will find anyone in life because I’m black and I carry myself with a nice guy attitude. I also feel like I don’t really have no one to confide into. Tbh from what I’m saying I can’t understand how men move in today’s world I feel like I’m never gonna reach my full potential and I’m gonna die either alone or with someone that doesn’t like me for my soul. There are days I kinda wish i wasn’t born black and maybe I would have it easier in today society and not viewed as something I’m not. I want to kms but I don’t want to make my mom feel bad about it. But at the same time I just feel like i don’t wanna be on this planet anymore.