That's it for me in this life I will keep this as short and brief as i possibly can since i don't want to be a burden i just need to know i was heard by anyone since i was a child i have suffered severe hatred towards myself didn't even let my parents hug me since i felt i wasn't worth loving fast forward to today i am 19 and in med school but the thing is my self hatred finally had the best of me. for the last 2 months i have done nothing but dying on the inside and crying from the amount of hatred in my heart i have for myself. i don't sleep drink eat study or have fun the thing is i wanted to get better i really did man but all i did was make things worse do i decided to speak i told my parents my brother and my cousin who has been one of my best friends my whole life and all i got back where you are just stressed from med school or i am trying to gain attention or that i needed to man up.…