Am I allowed to forgive myself? For basically my whole life I've struggled with letting go of the past. Even as a very young kid, I remember being worried that I am a bad person etc. Now that I'm older, there are actually some bad shit that I've done and I have hurt​ people and being a bad person. What am I supposed to do now? I guess I'm worried that I'll never be accepted anywhere and that I'll always be alone because of the past. Is that a selfish thing to fear? I've hurt people and I'm worried of my own future. I have my own baggage from my childhood and I have a pretty bad anxiety disorder and the thought that I have possibly caused similar feelings for other people really pains me. I guess I should be happy that I have at least changed now, because the people I used to hang out with are still rude people which is why I have distanced myself from them, but that has left me all alone. I wish I would have been brave enough to tell them that what they are doing is fucked up though.…