I started dex late last week and its genuinely incredible, like my capacity to do stuff and just create and engage with my hobbies and interests is so insane.

Like i never released how incapable i was of doing anything that i could possibly enjoy. Like the executive function just stopped me from LIVING - i genuinely couldnt do anything, even showering or opening youtube was a struggle.

Its so fucking freeing like i didnt realise you could just — BE HAPPY! Without like having a massive stimulus. Like im just sat here and im in a good mood?? Life changing like seriously this has worked better than any antidepressant ive ever been on

Im hoping its not just like a euphoric adjustment phase and is forever because for the first time in my life im excited to be alive