some songs give me anxiety due to their association with certain situations hey guys , im really young , i would say , and not to fishing for sympathy but ive had to deal with some really gut wrenching things , i caught my father cheating on my mother , used to like a girl for almost 6 years now started dating last year , had a really really rough family incident where my family interrogated me about her in front of my relatives to stop dating her and how many bad things they would do to me and what could happen to me if her parents found out which honestly was one of the worst moments i had to deal with , and then we broke up this year january .…