im 18 and have cptsd, and ive been in therapy for 6 months now. im the happiest ive ever been and have so much love for myself and others. ive done emdr and ive accepted what ive gone through, but the weight never truly leaves. i tell my therapist almost every session how dirty i feel, and every adult in my life tells me thats just how things are. that i’ll always be haunted by what i went through. however, i don’t believe that. i dont want to at least, so to anyone who is older- does it ever go away? and all the love to everyone whose struggling or has struggled !!