Am I Cursed? I feel like I've never got the chance to enjoy a big/happy moment in my life. Something always ruins it and has me hella anxious for my wedding in 3 months. I've had bad anxiety/agoraphobia/emetophobia (diagnosed) since I was about 12 and missed out on so many experiences when I was younger as a result. However, as an adult (27f) I've really worked on myself and tried so hard to experience some happy moments in my life. But I feel like everything is always against me, and I'm just so depressed. Every big moment is being ruined by my health. Met the love of my life, got 2 months and then boom, got a chronic UTI which is extremely debilitating and has lasted 3 years so far and left me crying and in pain most days. Worked hard on that to treat with a specialist for it to flare up the worst it has been 2 days before I got engaged - so was in pain the whole trip and crying.…